Monday, December 3, 2012

The biggest wake up call...

It just so happens wake up calls can come in the shape of the smallest thing. When that message hits, you sometimes realize your the biggest tool in the tool box. You put yourself in the shoes you decided to wear. You caused all your own pain and hurt from being a closed off, unopened, and untrusting individual. By not being who you truly are and trying to mask all your feelings and flaws. Instead of being direct and forward about everything, you created your own circles to jump through.

People are not really out there trying to hurt you. We are all just looking for the same damn thing. You cant be upset when your not that person for someone. I understand so much more now. I understand that when your looking for someone else your looking for someone who can and will be an extension of yourself. It's your rep on the line.

I fucked up in so many ways. Im not the only one to blame, but Im a big piece of the puzzle. I realized why we aren't friends, because of a like page. Crazy isn't cute either. If you cant handle your drinks and feel good then maybe you need to slow your roll. Its called self control. 

End the end, let the music play. 

Here's to Hope and Redemption!
Love, 
Andy