A part of the weekend never dies...

The Soulwax track says it best, "A part of the weekend never dies," because I seem to always take something away from mine. Most of the time it seems to pertain about love, attraction or relationships. Sometimes, your weekend can bring you epiphanies or can help you stumble upon meanings for certain things that have been brought to you in  your life. This weekend was jammed packed with social events and good friends, from an As You Like it party to the Little Dragon concert. And when you  work as hard as I do, you get to unwind and play as hard as you work, but with the play there can also come many lessons.

Within the last few months, I have  meant some really interesting people. One in particular has made an impact in my life, for the better, of course. Throughout our interactions and faulty dating experience; I don't know if you call what we were doing dating, but I have learned a lot.  I learned you can't have what you want, if you aren't completely open to it. Also you shouldn't have a type of person you like, because you limited yourself. You'd  be surprised by the people you can fine attractive and desire, once you get to know them, or they put their spell on you. 

From a conservation I had, with this person about my weekend,  other things aroused that I've come to realize. One, if you really want a relationship, it's not just about giving and receiving love. It's about being able to need someone and except help from someone, while also being able to proved that security in return. For example, when your sick and throwing up after over indulging, don't turn that person away when they are trying to take care of you and see if you are ok. You have to be able to let others help you and show you affection, if you hope to one day have it as your own. Secondly, you want someone you can share your hopes, dreams, interests and morals with; yet,  you want someone who makes you feel comfortable, safe and you sexual desire so much that the thought of touching them drives you mad. Thirdly, savor your favor, because  it's worth more then you think. There is always a time and place for everything. 

Love your family, friends and all that brings you joy and happiness into your live. Be open and receptive to love and kindness. Stay tuned for the story about a  chemical illusion. xoxo